Ohhh boy, this whole posting more often than not on my blog isn't quite working out as planned. haha. Life is soooo good right now, I mean REALLY good! I've not ever been this happy in a very long time. What can I say....God has been good to me! My life is crazy busy at this point, but I think thats why I'm just smiling all the time. I work two jobs and I have 2 church callings and just grown up responsibilities....theres not enough time in the day to get everything done and yet, it doesn't bother me one bit. I think a large part of it is due to the fact that I absolutely love, Love, LOVE my 2nd job....I work at a gym and I get to work-out for free after my shifts. How cool is that? Besides, I'm doing the things I need to and should be doing and that makes such a big difference in my days. I have some of the most AMAZING friends in theee world and well, everything just seems to be falling into place. Its hard to explain but theres just something different in the air thats leading me to believe really good things lay just ahead. Maybe I'll have my one BIG dream come true...(no, I can't tell you! haha, what fun would that be? :p) But, whatever it is...I plan on enjoying every minute of this happy goodness that's been making life so enjoyable.
I read a friends blog and she was talking about her birthday and how its difficult being 29 and not married. I'm not 29 yet, but I can totally relate to her. You just never know how life is going to turn out for you. Some days it gets pretty difficult because the one thing you want you haven't had the opportunity to experience yet and its just a huge blow to your self-esteem, confidence and other things. You start questioning everything. But, then after you've had your time to think things through you begin to realize the blessings you've been given with the way your life has turned out thus far. Things start to get easier and life goes on. During those tough times I can only wish I had a fairy God-mother that could wave her magic wand and make things all better. However, I've realized that I have something far more substantial and real. Our Savior, Jesus Christ. He is the one that can and will make it better. We may not have things turn out the way we want but in the end we look back and realize that He's been the one carrying the majority of our hardships for us. He is so incredible and amazing and I love Him so much!
I think thats really the main reason I'm sooo happy. I've invited Him into my life and because of that I've been able to walk with confidence and a BIG smile on my face. :) I don't know if this is making any sense....I'm probably rambling...I tend to do that..haha, but I just don't know how to express the changes that have been occuring lately. Life is awesome and I know that whatever comes next...it's going to be fantastic!!!
